It’s been a hit and miss week. My account fluctuated between -7% and +10%, settling at +2.6%. I’m thankful that it’s positive but I recognise this is not healthy growth; I continue to struggle to follow the path laid out by the road map (my road map score this week is a mere 5 out of 10 because I dived in to too many trades without proper consideration, losing sense of the bigger picture).
I am enjoying the journey and the challenges presented along the way, but this failure to stick to the script is creating a mental anguish and low sense of self-worth. Whether I make or lose money, I want to have followed the righteous path. The struggle continues, but it is hard only because I make it so.